I've decided to delete the blog as there was no point hanging on to memories. Being merciful is to tear out a part of yourself and start anew.
You may not believe it when I say I still love you. I made my decision knowing full well that you will always be in my life and I have to pay dearly for whatever I did or did not do. Deep down in your heart, you know.
You deserve a new start, just as much as I deserve whatever I have coming to me. One wrong choice leads to another, to another and ends up in a today I hope to wake up from.
Goodnight, and have a good life. I miss the happy times.